Procrasting is like a trap you set up, forgot about, and are left stuck with.

Procrastination is real, it is hard and complicated. I never really thought something so harmless could take a big toll on my work ethic, but it did.

I usually find myself procrastinating when a big assignment is on the uprise, and even then I still contemplate doing it. Yes, I understand it will mess my grade up, and yes I know it is benefiting me in any way but it really becomes addicting.

Usually I would blame social media for starting up this routine, but even when I have no internet I am regularly sleeping.

My concept of working is “as long as you get it done, then you will be alright,” but that is exactly what is setting me back. I am struggling to sleep because the thought of that missing work flying around bothers me and it isn’t like I am not making an attempt to do it, but the process of starting is what gets me.

Because of my procrastination I had mainly Bs in my last semester gradebook and if not for the fact that I am planning on being top 30 in my school and want to attend a good college, my mind would naturally put that to the side.

I want to persevere through all these challenges I am putting upon myself, so I can set a good example for the people around me who struggle with the same thing. Like everybody else you do not want to watch yourself fail through your own hands so pushing through is the only answer here.

 I want to push through this mess since the school year is about to end, so at the moment my only option is to endure this obstacle because eventually before I know it, I will succeed.